JOURNAL...09/10/2026
Hi there, I say to the void. Today was a terrible nightmare day. I have gotten at least 20 rejections and a publisher I was hoping to snag said no. And then I wrote a small story for Reddit and one person shat on it before it was deleted by mods. I don't know if my stories will ever be really publish and I've grappled with giving up. But, if I dont produce art my life is meaningless and writing is my favorite love. I had a breakdown at work today and went home early. My heart aches and moans, it hurts deeply, a mental and emotional pain. I watch my dvd Don Giovanni on repeat with The Office on. I do often have several screens on at all times I'm home. Today was a sad day and I am tired of weeping. To whoever is out there, best wishes my friend.